Hiding in my shadows

So my job interview did not result in a job.  I really did well, but they brought a transfer in from another store.  I guess it is ok.  I mean I will be able to keep trying, but it was kind of upsetting what with my second issue;

My grandma is still failing.  She has hung in for a long time, but her kidneys failed Sunday night, and so it is just a matter of hours.  I have been into myself so much, I forgot an important date.  Can't believe how things are spinning now.

I just wanted to connect with you all again to let you know that I am still here, just in the shadows.  As for cleaning my house...I am lucky to get laundry done